My beloved farm house , finding the good.

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Editing my book this week has stirred up so many emotions. So much pain and tears were shed when writing it , as I released my feelings onto the computers screen.

I’ve had a relapse of anxiety symptoms in the past two days. Struggling with fear of what I know it could turn into , I’m standing strong , arms open wide for God to revive me. I believe this anxiety is from reliving said anxiety.

Writing about how it felt and what I learned has been healing , but much like opening an old wound.

The farm house was gloriously beautiful to me. Today I would love to share my most treasured memories there, and focus on the good.

For what we dwell on is what we birth. Today I want to birth the joy that once was , regardless of the pain in the midst of laughter. Here are my favorite shots:

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